Guilt Trips
Sometimes I feel the solution to everything is death
I feel guilty not knowing if I should or not
My head hurts
All my thoughts jumbled everywhere
Why does it always end up like this?
It never used to be hard to find happiness
Now I’m looking for a needle in a haystack
I never thought me
Of all people
Would end up like this…
Broken
Torn apart
Worn out
Never to be fixed again
I said I would never give up
Only this time …… I can’t win
Sleeping is nice because youre not actually dead and youre not awake so its a win-win situation
It’s like being dead without the commitment.
an open relationship with death
death with benefits
(via ryaninwonderland)
I went into the desert to forget about you. But the sand was the color of your hair. The desert sky was the color of your eyes. There was nowhere I could go that wouldn’t be you.
Jeffrey Eugenides (via solemnness)
(Source: fleurishes, via shittyteenblog)











